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chicafrom3) wrote2007-12-12 10:14 pm
chicafrom3) wrote2007-12-12 10:14 pm
i used to laugh at christmas, now christmas makes me cry
ColorGenics analysis
Name: Chica
Date: 12/12/2007
Colorgenics Number: 31427056
You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.
In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.
Compromise is the name of the game at this time and it is the only way you can avoid being deprived of the love and affection you so rightly deserve -so soften up a little, be flexible.
Whatever has caused the situation, you just don't seem to be able to sustain or maintain relationships as you would wish to. What you really seek is to be able to develop a relationship with someone with whom you can truly share: Love, Serenity, Peace and Quiet. But you are a very demanding person and it is your nature that leads to disquiet and discord: you are like the tide, flotsam and jetsam... One minute you experience 'highs' and a few moments later 'lows'. This obviously will introduce discord into any relationship and with this demanding attitude - the ideal state you desire is unable to develop. Despite the urge to gratify your natural desires, you impose a considerable self-restraint on your instincts in the belief that this demonstrates your superiority and raises you above the common herd. You are extremely critical of everything that is presently going on around you and you find it difficult to listen to or to take advice from anyone. You enjoy the original, the ingenious and the subtle.
You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.
Haha, what?
I am extremely critical. And I do enjoy the original, the ingenious, and the subtle. And possibly I should be more flexible. But other than that. Um. What?
I have finished all my classes as a college undergraduate. Ever. ...this makes me slightly sad and kicks my "scared" into high gear. I still have two finals to go, but...yeah. Everybody was making a big deal out of it and I got a bunch of hugs today and a bunch more people talking about how the Regis FAC is going to fall apart without me. And Evan is trying to convince me to come back to see Pippin, at least,because we're both convinced it's going to be a train wreck so I can see everyone again. And Steve is talking about taking all the P.A.s out to an early dinner on Friday as an end-of-the-year farewell-to-me sort of thing. And it's all very *flail* I DON'T WANT TO BE AN ADULT, I'M NOT GOOD AT PRETENDING TO BE AN ADULT.
I have to apply to grad schools and be a student a while longer.
I wonder if Busch Gardens will hire me this summer, since they didn't last?
I have finished packing for the night. Which is not to say I've finished packing, just that I'm not doing anymore tonight. Two suitcases to-check-for-the-flight-home have been filled, five boxes to-ship-home-separately have been filled. I have two duffel bags (one to check, one to carry on the plane) which I have left that I can fill, and a trash bag that I'm going to fill with my bed linens 'n things and maybe ship home or maybe donate to somebody, and I've given a bunch of things away, and oh shit I don't know how I'm going to do this why couldn't my daddy drive up so we could just pack everything into the car any which way it fits instead of forcing me to figure out how to pack economically because I have to fly home?
(Wait, I just realized I have a box I hadn't noticed before. I may be able to fit all those lighting and sound magazines into that, and then donate the crate to someone? And then that might help with the getting everything into boxes/bags thing.)
Pushing Daisies tonight: HOMG. Lily is Chuck's mom? OMG THAT EXPLAINS SO MUCH.
And Emerson has a daughter???
And there was a PERFECT MOMENT for an Alfredo-flashback-or-memory-or-phone-call and they didn't go there. *pout*
But OMG SUCH A GREAT EPISODE.
The Dirty Sexy Money pilot is rerunning and reminding me of how TOTALLY AWESOME the twins have been, right from the start. And now that I like Brian more, I'm enjoying his pilot-antagonism much more.
Juliet's "I want to be a human being!": yeah. That still rips me up inside.
"Is it true that you were planning to harvest their organs?"
"...you know, that is just dumb. Why would you even say that? No further questions."
All the Torchwood spoilers that are starting to leak out are getting me SO. RIDICULOUSLY. EXCITED. I know the show is A Bit Shite, but I love it regardless (and OMG Captain Jack! Tosh! Myfawny!) and want it back nao, pls. Preferably with Martha dragging up their competence level.
And finally: Chica can has sonic screwdriver? Yes. Chica can has. :D :D Danke,![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
lady_jahar!
Name: Chica
Date: 12/12/2007
Colorgenics Number: 31427056
You are striving for a life full of activity and experience and, perhaps even more, an environment where you would be able to forge a close bond with a person who can offer full emotional fulfilment.
In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.
Compromise is the name of the game at this time and it is the only way you can avoid being deprived of the love and affection you so rightly deserve -so soften up a little, be flexible.
Whatever has caused the situation, you just don't seem to be able to sustain or maintain relationships as you would wish to. What you really seek is to be able to develop a relationship with someone with whom you can truly share: Love, Serenity, Peace and Quiet. But you are a very demanding person and it is your nature that leads to disquiet and discord: you are like the tide, flotsam and jetsam... One minute you experience 'highs' and a few moments later 'lows'. This obviously will introduce discord into any relationship and with this demanding attitude - the ideal state you desire is unable to develop. Despite the urge to gratify your natural desires, you impose a considerable self-restraint on your instincts in the belief that this demonstrates your superiority and raises you above the common herd. You are extremely critical of everything that is presently going on around you and you find it difficult to listen to or to take advice from anyone. You enjoy the original, the ingenious and the subtle.
You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.
Haha, what?
I am extremely critical. And I do enjoy the original, the ingenious, and the subtle. And possibly I should be more flexible. But other than that. Um. What?
I have finished all my classes as a college undergraduate. Ever. ...this makes me slightly sad and kicks my "scared" into high gear. I still have two finals to go, but...yeah. Everybody was making a big deal out of it and I got a bunch of hugs today and a bunch more people talking about how the Regis FAC is going to fall apart without me. And Evan is trying to convince me to come back to see Pippin, at least,
I have to apply to grad schools and be a student a while longer.
I have finished packing for the night. Which is not to say I've finished packing, just that I'm not doing anymore tonight. Two suitcases to-check-for-the-flight-home have been filled, five boxes to-ship-home-separately have been filled. I have two duffel bags (one to check, one to carry on the plane) which I have left that I can fill, and a trash bag that I'm going to fill with my bed linens 'n things and maybe ship home or maybe donate to somebody, and I've given a bunch of things away, and oh shit I don't know how I'm going to do this why couldn't my daddy drive up so we could just pack everything into the car any which way it fits instead of forcing me to figure out how to pack economically because I have to fly home?
(Wait, I just realized I have a box I hadn't noticed before. I may be able to fit all those lighting and sound magazines into that, and then donate the crate to someone? And then that might help with the getting everything into boxes/bags thing.)
Pushing Daisies tonight: HOMG. Lily is Chuck's mom? OMG THAT EXPLAINS SO MUCH.
And Emerson has a daughter???
And there was a PERFECT MOMENT for an Alfredo-flashback-or-memory-or-phone-call and they didn't go there. *pout*
But OMG SUCH A GREAT EPISODE.
The Dirty Sexy Money pilot is rerunning and reminding me of how TOTALLY AWESOME the twins have been, right from the start. And now that I like Brian more, I'm enjoying his pilot-antagonism much more.
Juliet's "I want to be a human being!": yeah. That still rips me up inside.
"Is it true that you were planning to harvest their organs?"
"...you know, that is just dumb. Why would you even say that? No further questions."
All the Torchwood spoilers that are starting to leak out are getting me SO. RIDICULOUSLY. EXCITED. I know the show is A Bit Shite, but I love it regardless (and OMG Captain Jack! Tosh! Myfawny!) and want it back nao, pls. Preferably with Martha dragging up their competence level.
And finally: Chica can has sonic screwdriver? Yes. Chica can has. :D :D Danke,
lady_jahar!
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Even if it was just a scene where she tries to leave a voice mail and she says everything that needs to be said, but never actually says it in the voicemail, itself, would have been perfect.. Because that's an image I'm never getting out of my head- Olive pouring her heart out to a dial tone.
At least it kinda looks like she's getting over Ned at least?
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I'm really glad they're not belaboring the point of "Olive loves Ned but Ned loves Chuck!" anymore, 'cause it'd be a major step backwards after the previous episode.
apparently my life just sucks? o.0
Date: 12/12/2007
Colorgenics Number: 36527140
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You appear to others around you as a person who is simply 'laid back'. From time to time you shelve your ambitions and forgo the desire for prestige and recognition and you are often considered as mentally lazy. You have the ability and you are the first to know this, but you prefer to take things easy and indulge your longing for comfort and security.
You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image in the eyes of others. You are looking for acknowledgement from your peers and those who come into your sphere of influence. You want to be liked, not for what people think of you but for what you really are.
For some time now it would seem that you have been frustrated and emotionally inhibited. The circumstances which appear to be beyond your control are making it very difficult for you to develop the detached emotional attitude that you seek.
You are feeling full of uncertainty and worrying over what you consider as missed opportunities. This is causing considerable stress and tension. You feel that there must be more to life than the constant pressures and anxieties - that surely life must hold far more opportunities than that which it has to date presented to you. You sincerely believe that there must be a simpler way to tap life's hidden recourses and should you be able to find that way - you could achieve your hearts desire. It's the not knowing 'how' that is affording you the constant worry. You are constantly probing and seeking - trying to ensure that at all times you are on your guard against missing any opportunity. 'Enough is enough'. You are anxious to avoid further setbacks. You are strenuously trying to make sure that you will not be overlooked and you badly need security.
The fear that you may not be able to fulfil or realise all of your ambitions makes you work and play hard. The thought of being prevented from achieving the things you want leads you to play your part with frantic fervour.
Re: apparently my life just sucks? o.0
I want to give you a hug now.
Get the boy to hug you for now and then I will hug you DOUBLE -- nay, TRIPLE -- when I get there, okay?
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Oh, God, I have to get a real job, and save money, and start paying bills and things... *flails more*
Apts.
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