and the side you never get to see is alive, comes alive

[chicafrom3]

...I move into my new apartment on Monday, start work on Tuesday, rehearsals officially start on the next Saturday and oh my LORD what am I doing I can't be an adult *hides*

No, seriously! I told my mom that there's a 50/50 chance of me surviving this or drowning completely, and she told me there's no chance of me drowning, and fifteen seconds later is talking about all the ways I'm like to fail, like my extreme difficulty motivating myself to do things I don't want to do, and how hard it is for me to talk to people, and how standing up for myself is something that happens erratically, and all that and you know I'm going to drown trying to do this.




Snagged from super_kc:
Reply to this post, and I will tell you my favorite icon(s) of yours. Then post this to your own journal using your own favorite icon. Repost it if you want, if not just let me have fun looking through your icons to tell you my favorite(s).

I have a lot of trouble picking my one favorite icon, and it varies from hour to hour, but right now this is it because a) Once love and b) I really like the way the coloring turned out.

Comments

[foughtthewar.livejournal.com]

you'll be okay, sugarface. i love you and you're much stronger than you think. let me know if the boy!roomate is a cutie. *shifty* but don't tell the boyfriend that i asked. k? k.

also, i am only just a phone call or e-mail away, provided my stolen intranetz holds out.

and just in case that pep talk wasn't inspirational enough:

just in case



read those as a message. ;)

[chicafrom3.livejournal.com]

I love you so much. <3 And in a month you'll probably be getting a sobbing phone call from me about the fact that I'm drowning, but knowing that you're there to catch me makes it a lot better.

*hugs*

*love*

[foughtthewar.livejournal.com]

um, excuse me ma'am. but i had better damn well be getting a phone call BEFORE that month is up.

in fact, i better be getting one in the next five minutes or i send this:

[chicafrom3.livejournal.com]

Yeah, but hopefully it'll be about a month before I'm sobbing about how I can't do this and I'm drowning and please come save me!