and the side you never get to see is alive, comes alive

[chicafrom3]

...I move into my new apartment on Monday, start work on Tuesday, rehearsals officially start on the next Saturday and oh my LORD what am I doing I can't be an adult *hides*

No, seriously! I told my mom that there's a 50/50 chance of me surviving this or drowning completely, and she told me there's no chance of me drowning, and fifteen seconds later is talking about all the ways I'm like to fail, like my extreme difficulty motivating myself to do things I don't want to do, and how hard it is for me to talk to people, and how standing up for myself is something that happens erratically, and all that and you know I'm going to drown trying to do this.




Snagged from super_kc:
Reply to this post, and I will tell you my favorite icon(s) of yours. Then post this to your own journal using your own favorite icon. Repost it if you want, if not just let me have fun looking through your icons to tell you my favorite(s).

I have a lot of trouble picking my one favorite icon, and it varies from hour to hour, but right now this is it because a) Once love and b) I really like the way the coloring turned out.

Comments

[allfireburns.livejournal.com]

Ahah. Yeah. I so don't trust pretty much any university after the shit my school pulled last year... and are still pulling. *Headdesk* At this rate, I've no idea when I'll be able to go back to school. Fuck adulthood. So hard.

(And you've just reminded me I need a TTB icon for my "fuck adulthood" moods. It's very good for that.)

[chicafrom3.livejournal.com]

TTB is the perfect "fuck adulthood" reference. Trufax. And it's also the reason why I'll probably have some incredible panic attacks on the eve of my 30th birthday, assuming I live that long.